I go back to work tomorrow. Mother fucker. What the fuck am I going to do. I can't stand that place anymore. I kind of want to quit and do something that doesn't involve looking for a new job. At least for a little while... Camp, drive somewhere...etc...
I went to Portsmouth the other day. I at too many marshmallows last night... In an ice cream cone.
I went to check out that school on Monday, and I wasn't really feelin it.
I really don't know why. It just doesn't seem like the right thing to do at this point. Maybe I'll never end up going at all, we'll see...
I was talking to Mike P at that wedding I went to. He was saying he might be able to get me a job, in LA, Vancouver, or maybe Portland. I can't really see myself doing movie stuff though, even if it is movie stuff that has nothing to do with the movie. I think Portland might be a cool place to move to, I'd probably like it better than LA. but.... I really do need to get the fuck out of this place. Learn to live.
I bought a tent and a sleeping bag today... the sleeping bag blows. "Alpine Design" I guess its Sports Authority brand... the zippers were broken. it was 50 bucks... what the fuck? That's pretty cheap but... I coulda bought a kids sleeping bag of better quality. shoulda done my research.
I went to Dan's wedding yesterday. Dan the guy that fills in for mike in murkadee. It was a nice wedding. Outside on a hill with a pretty sweet view of a river, or maybe it was a lake... I don't think I have a picture of it. I'm loading the photos now.
I'm on vacation this week... I need to look or a new job. I was talking to a Mike at the wedding about moving to LA, or Portland Oregon. I also need to check out that school.
The weather around here this summer has been more intense then usual. I've seen lightning that looks so unlike the lightning I've seen in the past. There have been like 5 tornado warnings this summer, and one actual tornado (7/24), which was close to my sisters house. My sister and her Husband are fine. They had some trees fall around the house, one of which would have hit the house if it fell the other way. There was one death, I'm not sure where.
The pictures that I took were taken at the end of my sisters road.
Grrr, I'm sick of these stupid president ads and debates. They're dumb fucks. I wish people wouldn't be so stupid and too lazy to think for themselves. Then after elections they forget about what they just lost because it was decided for them and it is all done and overwith.... so the stress(elections) is over.. They settle with the 'winning election' and don't think or act on change for the next four years. I don't just mean political change. Social change? Life change? Pocket change? It's kind of sickning. depressing... how people are bying all the bullshit going on...
we need to Reformat the government. a good cleaning. wipe it out and start from scratch. The system seems so fucked up that it's not worth living here. am I wrong? Am I just an angsty kid? Has history shown that we're just running in place, the US, with all these wars and fighting over stupid issues? People just need to stop being douschbags. We need to help each other build. People react to conspirisy theorists like they're crazy, but that doesn't stop the reality of our government being fucked up. The shit they straight-out do is fucked up never mind the hidden shit. I don't want anyone "protecting" me if they have a violent mind, are money driven, and lack self/human/soul aweness. It's like stupid people having kids then making life a living hell for the children. The fuck's wrong with people?
How long are people going to allow this governent to be shitheads? I guess the majority of america is the brainless babymaking people.
I believe the current state of the world is causing people to create their own mental and physical problems out of stress. And those people still stuck with the Money american dream are loving it.
I wonder what's gonna happen if weed gets legalized but not the ability to growing it... I wouldn't doubt it if it happens.
I want to visit some other countries, see if other places are like this.
I got out of work yesterday, and had to walk home because my mom needed to use my car. Went for a nice little jog. right when I got home I got a call from joe saying he's gonna come put me up in 15 minutes. So I told him I'd ride with steve, who left a later. I had to rush getting ready to leave, which kind made my head crazy. plus the run which I think activated stome other stuff in my body. We got to the stone church at the end of the surfers sound check. it was loud as fuck... so fuckin loud.
Alright, I cleaned up my room a bit today, but some dick didn't put the vacuum attachments back in the vacuum... what the fuck is that? who does that!? So i only got to vacuum the 3 by 5 carpet.
ass bags! I need to stop bitching.
So me and my mom found all the vacuum attachments except the one I need.
I've been so tired today... I don't know why. I woke up tired and it never went away... and I haven't even ate pizza today! hmm...
are you down?
I swear lightroom fucks with my photos before I even touch them. I click one to view it and it shows it and then quickly ...edits it? and the color is brightened and shit... if someone knows what's going on... tell me.
I went for a walk last week. I think the trail was actually meant to be only for bikes though. I found this cool little spot to chill by a swampy area.
So is this... Anticon has some pretty sweet and sometimes strange but awesome music. Mm mm adjectives... They taste so good. ha ha, I could write a random fucked up blog that has no meaning at all and it would probably be more interesting then my usual blogs.
